The day after meeting

The day after meeting --

This is a memory line. I am trying to remember what i saw, felt and lived through years back. About 17yrs back. I pity my self for not writing events down in my diary...But still the impressions of my love life is so strong that i still remember the feeling, the sites, the views, the passion and everything the way i felt how i changed over the years...When i think about all these over so many years, i know and feel that i was crazy.. Crazy in love. I was probably like a teenager though i was around 24-25Yrs at that time. People mature over time. I was reading a book the other day which talked about how the responses we have to events change over our life times. It says that people keep changing and never stop growing up mentally. The ability to formulate a response matures till we cross in to our forties..

Lets leave that aside, where was I? So yeah, I was going on about my meeting with my first love and how the first meeting went. The next day we decided to meet and the plan was to have one of her friends pick her up in and drop off in a parking lot. I was before time and waiting for them to arrive. Her friend dropped her to a parking lot next to a safeway (i think it was safeway)... I sat in the car and waited for her to come out. She was wearing a black jacket - not leather, but someother material that looked like leather - not glossy, but with some kind of mat finish. She came over and sat in my car and her friend stayed in his car. She did not have a car of her own. 

I asked her "where to"?. She said, lets go to a park near by. I started driving around around. We went to safeway and was wandering around the aisles - she wanted to pick up some small stuff. Then we went to the hotel i was staying. 
I was doing everything like - waiting for a girl to come to me, driving around with just a girl around, going to a hotel room with her etc. So like any young man of that age, and especially with my background, i was anticipating what will happen, what should i do etc and going crazy.

When we were in the room, we talked for some time, i was tired from my 900 mile drive to meet her and watched to freshen up. I took a bath and came back to room. I told her to change her dress as she was still in her jacket. And she said she has nothing spare to wear. I told - why dont you use my T shirt and gave her one. She said - turn around. I did for some time and then i turned. She was in her Bra and trying to put my T shirt on. I just couldn't wait any longer. I was in to trying to get her out of my T shirt for the next 10 minutes. She also wanted to but she said it would be wrong since its her day of sabath. I was hearing such things first time in my life - whats sabbat day?? ....and why is it messing with my naked ness today. Today when i get to see my GF naked ;-)...

Over the next 2hrs, she was in her bras only, then we were in bed and i was kissing her, kissing her nipples, was all over her body. But she never took her panties off. All these things were so new and i was on wire - i ejaculated in my underwear...Yeah!.. my ejakulation story was the same for the next many visits... 

The Meeting

The Meeting -- 

(This is a continuation of the post - The drive)

I drove to her address with print outs from yahoo maps. My idea was that i will park my car some where in the drive and then wait for her to come to my car. When i reached the drive about, i could not figure out apartment numbers. Those were row houses. I figured i will call her and ask her to come out.

She came out with some excuse (later she told me that she told her mother that she needs to give some books to her neighbour). I walked out of my car to meet her. She was standing across the street in the dark. The sun had set. It was around 8pm.  The street lights were on. I saw her better when she moved on to the light and started crossing the street. My first thought was - She is thin and her hair is not very long..
She was smiling brightly and when she was near me, said "so nice to meet you <nickname>". I was standing more of less like a moron with my usual vague smile. And my heart was pounding. Then she hugged me.

That was the first time ever someone hugged me. hugging is not part of my growing up culture and people always keep their distances - my experience growing up. I was speechless practically but hugged back tightly and held on to her. I was not thinking anything. ( Months later when we recalled our meeting in one of the conversations, she told me that she wondered about two things when i hugged. 1. Why i was just holding on to her. 2. How did i get a hard on so fast while hugging her. ;-).

When she pulled back, she said lets move away from the street as some one she knows might see us. We started walking to my car and all i could picture was her mother looking from one of apartment windows wondering whats going on.. That speeded up my walk!..
Inside the car, i was still dumbfound, not talking much. She was chirpy. The car was a left hand drive (in the US, all are). She was sitting in the front passenger seat. The back of the car was facing the drive way, which meant the car was facing one of the apartments. I asked her where is her apartment. She said it was about 50 meters away from where i parked. I talked about how long the drive was and where i was staying. She wanted to sit closer to me. I said come over. She moved closer to me over the hand rest and sat slanting on to me. I was not talking much. Couple of moments of silence and then we started talking again. I was asking her was she wearing make up? Her face was close to mine. I said i could see powder on her face and i touched her lips to feel the lipstick. Then it happened. We kissed. She kissed me (she admitted later that i was too close and she just felt like kissing because she was happy).
I was beyond happiness. A kiss!!.. Me kissing one? That never happened ever. I was simply astounded.
We did not talk much after that. She wanted to leave because it was already 20 mintues and she needed to get back inside. I said yes and then i drove the car to her apartment area and parked. She showed me her apartment window and told me that her room is on the outside.

Thats how i met my first love. We had met online. We had spoken on phone for hours for months. But never met each other till that day. And, in one day we met, hugged and kissed. Both of us never felt like strangers though we were meeting for the first time. I was so happy about the whole thing. I was ecstatic..