There are times when you remember old love. What’s beautiful
about it? How do you remember that? How it would’ve been? Would life be the
same ever, if it had not been for love which touched my heart some time? It
makes me remember my thinking, my fears, my behavior in the past.
It would be good to talk
about it sometime….I never maintained any log book of my love… it came and it
went. But it was love. It was not infatuation or attraction. It took years to
realize that I was truly in love and loved. I am ashamed to think that I was a
stupid coward when life demanded otherwise. It’s a long story… I think I’ll
write about it. So that I can read my own thoughts and remember how I was. Time heals everything. I’ve changed, raised a
family, run the course another life demands and lived another life. ……..
But to move to the life I
missed and still take it same the way I found it years back will be easy. I
loved her. I still care a lot about her. But to talk about it any place other
than a blog would be hurting others who are dear to me in the new life!!!...I
hope they never read my thoughts. Anyone who can identify me through my
writing, my request would be not to talk about the same to anyone.
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